Anthony Freaking Hopkins

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Im Anthony Hopkins, 19

and this is a place where I can get my thoughts out, a place where I can be who I want to be, a place where life has only the meaning that I want, where "happy" can equal "sad", and the smile gets flipped around, a place where my anger/emotions can be placed in something other than the ones I love or dont. My family and my friends might never feel the hurt I feel (although they think they know), or the pain and the pressure. No one will know, you can't blame em, they can only relate; that's all I ask, relate. I will tell you right now; I am a Christian who loves the Lord, and im just trying to straighten out my life.
So stop your tears, stop your worry, the past is the past and tomorrow, tomorrow you can make something of yourself it's the truth. Your life, it matters. I'm sorry, I'm sorry for making everyone feel worthless, sorry for not being the man that you'd hope I'd be, I'm sorry for not trying, not giving you my all, for slacking. Tomorrow, is not good enough, right now is my tomorrow. I start TODAY, obliterating the procrastination and laziness, and sending this demon of "Tomorrow" away for good. I am transformed for good, transformed not for you but for me, it's time to shine for God, it's time to shine for you, but most importantly it's time to shine for me.